Harem Scarem - Who-buddy

Every time I wake I feel fine
But happiness is something I can't find

So many things that I wanted to be
My dreams undone by real life
Comfort has made me complacent
Now I'm alone with what if's

Who I'll never be is so apropos
For the coma I'm in
All I'll never do
When given it all
Don't refuse

Every day it seemed like killing time
Never took a chance or even tried